I'm a girl no different than the others. My words are quiet and my mind is the loudest in the room. Oh yeah and I love Mr Turner. Arctic Monkeys / Bon Iver / Beirut / The Vaccines / Massive Attack / The xx
This blog is just a stash of things I need to get off my chest or just stuff I found and liked
"How do we forgive our fathers? Maybe in a dream. Do we forgive our fathers for leaving us too often, or forever, when we were little? Maybe for scaring us with unexpected rage, or making us nervous because there never seemed to be any rage there at all? Do we forgive our fathers for marrying, or not marrying, our mothers? Or divorcing, or not divorcing, our mothers? And shall we forgive them for their excesses of warmth or coldness? Shall we forgive them for pushing, or leaning? For shutting doors or speaking through walls? For never speaking, or never being silent? Do we forgive our fathers in our age, or in theirs? Or in their deaths, saying it to them or not saying it. If we forgive our fathers, what is left?"
"'If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they’re yours; if they don’t they never were.' - Richard Bach. Yeah?… well fuck that shit and fuck Richard Bach. Do you honestly think, I have the time to meet someone, click, grow an attachment, fall in love, deeply in love, I’m not talking your average crush, I’m talking, going back to the days where we used to write love letters from long distances type of love, the 'making a cup of tea and blowing it until its warm enough for them to drink' type of love…to have a soul connection, miss them, crave them, submit to them, etc. just to let them go in the future. Wdf. Listen, if it’s gotton deep enough for me to fall into that type of love, I’m not letting you go. Fuck, I hate this generation of replacers. If something goes wrong, instead of fixing it, we replace, or let it go or some other dumb shit. No. Richard Bach, who is divorced, I will not take advice from you. As long as it isn’t toxic and unhealthy, I am not letting go."